Feel The Love

Everything looks bright and I am so excited about the future. I am happy at work and I look forward to every day. If I have wobbly moments (which are less frequent now), I reflect on how far I have come and the huge steps forward I have made and this keeps me going. As I lay in my bed on New Years Eve 2011, I vowed to myself that by the following NYE celebrations, I would be out in my best frock sipping on champagne. I fulfilled this promise to myself and I had a great time chatting and dancing the night away. I returned to my house at 2pm on January 1st looking like Pat Sharpe in drag.

Things are looking up and I feel great love and appreciation for my husband my family and my friends. Each and every day I count my blessings and thank my lucky stars that I am no longer using steroid cream. I am 7-months clear of anti-depressants and with the help of the supplements, I am now free of the contraceptive pill. For the first time since I was 16, I am taking no medication whatsoever. I am so grateful for this and I can see a bright future ahead of me. The steroid cream poisoned my mind as well as my body and now that the horrible drug is out of my system completely, I can look forward to life and all its greatness.

I feel like the joy has returned to my life. I appreciate the parma-violet-coloured bluebells that line the hedgerows on my morning walk. The view from the top of the valley fills me with awe. I belly laugh with my sisters as I take the mickey out of them. My nieces are the light of my life and I love them so much. I appreciate everything that I have and I want to go out and explore and learn and make the most of every second. 

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